Ramblings....

I listened and cared one time in my life to a very close friend of mine. The sadness, the fears, the ramblings all these I absorbed. One day I counseled but I could not be heard and understood. I melted down with anger and sensitivity. I kept myself away in silence and learned to ignore. Is it my fault if I would rather keep quiet than be misunderstood? Learn to face your fears and problems if you don't even know how to hearken. I would not force you to do it my way because we have different point of views in life. I will keep my sanity and hope you can keep yours.

I'm Happy Today

I love to draw and I have seen the influence are caught by my children. At such a young age they have vivid imagination and details of the things they draw. I really thought it is very cool. Last night Heaven wrote a book for her teacher about her pet dogs. James helped him finish the book. The collaborative effort of both young people was done right away. She made a rather messy cover which I suggested should be redone to make it neater since it is the cover. She showed it to me when it was done. She proudly showed it to her teacher this morning and she was so proud that teacher appreciated it and gave her a big hug.

To Terry Boyd

A poem I wrote to my one and only love Terry Boyd last Feburary 24, 2006.

Sweetheart,

What is the nicest thing could I compare our love with?

What is the most beautiful word that can best describe what we have?

It makes me smile, it makes me giggle

It thrills me to know what a pleasure

That I am sharing the best kind of love with you honey

With our love, I have never felt lonely

Instead you have always inspired me

Move ahead and be confident of who I am

Kind love we share makes me more patient to everyone.

You give me the courage to conquer all

My shyness, inhibitions and life's battle.

I appreciate the beauty of this love we share

As time goes by it grows so fair

There are no rules and boundaries set

All we need to do is let our love radiate

Everyday your love has become my home

It is only with you that I feel I need not roam

You are my joy, my heart's desire

A peaceful feeling that I admire.

When Jehovah sent me your love

It has taught me simplicity

It has given me reason to rejoice everyday

I thank God we have the most beautiful love on earth!

Have a wonderful day, I love you very much!

A Poem For My Better Half

To My Dear and Loving Husband

IF ever two were one then surely we.

If ever man were loved by wife, then thee;

If ever wife were happy in a man,

Compare with me, ye women, if you can.

I prize thy love more than whole mines of gold

Or all the riches that the East doth hold.

My love is such that rivers cannot quench,

Nor aught but love from thee give recompense.

Thy love is such I can no way repay,

The heavens reward thee manifold, I pray.

Then while we live, in love let's so perservere

That when we live no more, we may live ever.

Anne Bradstreet

Troubled Heart

by mel

Why are you sad
Why are you mad
What have you done
This don't seem fun
No one's to blame
It's just a shame
Now you complain
Crying in vain
Of the choices made
Good things fade
Let go my friend
Don't let life end
Move on with life
You don't deserve strife
Learn the lesson
And move on...

The Rain

It's cold and wet today
The rain has finally come this way
Trees' leafy arms had been begging
With gladness they thank God for the pouring
The grass is green and growing
So fast it almost beat thunder and lightning
How did it grow that fast
To the winter will it last
When it gets to cold out there
It will again start to wither
Surely the rain does a lot of magic
To living things it does the trick

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Learn the truth about empathy,
In this crazy world is that reality?
Loving, caring and sharing,
Do they still in your head ring?
You were brought up to be independent,
Life's pleasure in your way is always bent.
With the world centered in what you've got,
Your feelings matter most to you than not.
Who cares what other feels?
No way you can shelter some other
Your own self is enough a bother
When life strikes back at you will you care?
unicorn 9/5/08